Letter of Regrets

In my letter
In my letter of regrets

I can feel the shadows
something is haunting me
Look at the sky, so clear
There's no dark clouds
No rain
Clear of pain
I writing in blood
I'm the one
Still standing
After the storm
At peace with life
In my letters of regrets
There's no guilt
No shame
Course I still freezing
When it rains
After all
I'm still a mortal
I'm not dying yet
No plans to give up
For regrets
Can not hide anymore
Behind the guilt
The pain
I deny everything I feel
The sorrow
The beautiful shame
Dreams will not
Make a difference
In the wonders
Of this world
Chance after chance
Forgiveness
Who decide
Lie or truth, destiny
Can't outrun
Can't choose
No magic to lose it all
Tears still falling down
On unholy ground

In my letter
In my letter of regrets
Who decide our destiny
We can't outrun our past
In my letter
In my letter of regrets

Look at the sky
As the clouds thicken
Now when the
Daylight is over
It's time for sleep
Enter the world
Of dreams
Forgotten
Surrounded by memories
Can not hide from these
In this world
I'm a child
Climbing trees
Playing hide and seek
There's a storm coming
Feel the rain
Feel the pain
As I writing the words
In my letters of regrets
There's no time
For shame
In the mist
I falling down
All in hope to wake up
Before I hit the ground
All in tears
Feeling the wind blows
Against my skin
I'm freezing
There's no warmth
In the moonlight
Lack of hope
Give me the light
No thunder will struck
I'm dead already
The sorrow
The beautiful guilt
And the pain
In my letters of regrets
The legacy
I writing in blood
I'm the one
Still standing
After the storm
At peace with life
In my letters of regrets
There's no guilt
No shame

In my letter
In my letter of regrets
Who decide our destiny
We can't outrun our past
In my letter
In my letter of regrets