Lessons

They go to islands and party nights
5 years in and I'm still waiting
For my life to start
I wish I could wish them the best
Be a bit more selfless
Less stupidly selfish
He said I must stay positive
If I've let you down
Blame it all on me
Blame it all on me

I learn but the lesson hurts
Unlock your door, let fear in
I'm not who I thought I would be
I'm not who I hoped I would be

Wasted my time lying to myself
Centred on escaping the past
I wish that I had realised
That nothing lasts
I know, I know, I know now
I know, I know now

June 2015 should've been the beginning
But instead I was given
Games, addictions and tears
In 2 years, I aged about 20
Bad luck baby, sweet sweet dreams
Intrusive thoughts, comes the reprise
She said you shall always know
The people you love cherish you
But she's no longer here, her body's hard and blue

Once again, I've let them get to me
I've let them get to me
I let them get to me

I learn but the lesson hurts
Unlock your door, let fear in
I'm not who I thought I would be
I'm not who I hoped I would be

Wasted my time lying to myself
Centred on escaping the past
I wish that I had realised
that nothing lasts
I know, I know, I know now
I know, I know now

I learn but the lesson hurts
Unlock your door, let fear in
I'm not who I thought I would be
I'm not who I hoped I would be

Wasted my time lying to myself
Centred on, escaping the past
I wish that I had realised



Credits
Writer(s): Ex Nemesis
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