If Only, If Only

Mixx
I appreciate you my bruddah
Just want you to know that, yeah
Look

Late nights
Going over dreams with the team

Yo business
Yo business
I'll be sippin my tea

It's been years
That I let my inner dog off the leash

All a nigga wanna do
Is just ball like Kareem

The minor setbacks
Turned to major ones

I was hoping we'd meet again
On different pages, but

Shit got real
You got older
So did I

Swear my shoulder still damp
From the moments I let you cry

From every nigga letting you down
I thought they was fools
Maybe I was the only fool
To still stick around

No bad feelings
Cause you live and you learn
Or sum like that

Still think it's kinda weak
That both of us had to be like that

But fuck that

Hate when I give love
Don't get my love back
Put trust in somebody
Who force me to take my trust back

I told you all my flaws
You said you loved that

But now it's feelin like dumb cap

Remember when I pulled up on you
First time whippin

Shit was a bucket
But I couldn't wait for you to get in it

Wait to take a spin in it
Look at the way that we did it

Niggas would think we was trippin
To see the way that we ended, damn

Cant even wear some of my sweaters
Cause memories start to play again

Might just end up on yo phone like
"Oops, wrong person
I'm drunk, but hey again..."

And leave the ball in yo court
Or the ball on yo field
Lemme know how you feel

Cause I still fuck with you still
My heart, I'm letting it spill

But you could leave it right here
Pardon me if it's too real, damn

And when certain songs play
I sit there like if only, if only

But I let it continue to play
Cause that's just a wound that still aint healed from the old me, damn...