It Was Never Really Love.

I laughed so often to hide how afraid I was
My therapist told me the reason I pushed you away because
Maybe if I break my own heart first
It won't hurt as much when we drift apart
But I still picked up over and over
Just hoping you'd need me like at the start

You said all the right things
I miss you, I don't know what I'd do without you
Kept me holding on for weeks
It was never really love
But we were something undiscussed
And there are still times when I wish that had been enough

It's easy on paper to tell someone how you feel
So it only makes sense that I can't act it out when it's real
I don't know if I miss you
Or if I just want you to see that I've changed
I think I'll be okay if I lose you
'Cause in my head it's all the same

You said all the right things
I miss you, I don't know what I'd do without you
Kept me holding on for weeks
It was never really love
But we were something undiscussed
And there are still times when I wish that had been enough

And when I walked away
I thought I would cry, thought I would die without you in my life
Take up less of my time, had to make up my mind
It was never really love
But we were something undiscussed
And there are still times when I wish that had been enough

Sometimes with you, I was so happy that it hurt
But it's hard to believe now that I could've ever been yours

You said all the right things
I miss you, I don't know what I'd do without you
Now we haven't talked in weeks
It was never really love
We left so much undiscussed
And there are still times when I wish that had been enough