My wish.

With all these pills that I'm on
I'm feeling music a bit more
They're hitting my soul
My heart cries out
What do I really want
It's a cold forgotten world
There's nothing to live for
Moving around, getting drunk
Faithless beliefs of the broken
I think a lot
So many thoughts
Can't express myself
Being lazy is a crime
Music keeps me going
And these words, and my thoughts
Are just a curse to the world
Do I live
Do I die
Why
Why is it all so confusing
There's darkness in my mind
Shit I wet my socks
Shit I ruined my life
What's wrong man
Shut the fuck up
I wish I knew what's going on
There's nothing on my mind
My heads spinning
It's going round and round

I wish I had
Something to live for
Or something to die for
I wish I had
Someone to believe in
Someone who cares
And takes the pain
From this never ending
Moving world

I wish
I wish
I wish
I wish

I wish

And this pain in my mind
Has been cause as a child
And these rhymes that I try
Is the guilt that I feel
Take a knife
To my wrist
Drink too much
Black out
Dead

I wish

I had someone to live for
Someone to die for

I wish I had
Something to live for
Or something to die for
I wish I had
Someone to believe in
Someone who cares
And takes the pain
From this never ending
Moving world

My wish
I wish

Pain
Pain



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Writer(s): Apex Unidentified
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