Single Bed

November 23rd when you first came to my apartment
We sat down on the sofa
That's when the feeling started
I talked way too much
But really said nothing at all

When you ask about the past
I start disassociating
Don't wanna get attached
Cos I hate the separation
I'd love you to stay over
But I don't think there's room

I stop myself before the fall
I lose my keys before the door
I should come with a warning
Fuck, I never go all in

I wish that I could hold you now
But I'm scared you could turn me down
And It's taking me back to the day that she left
And I can't go through all that again
That's why I'm sleeping in a single bed

It isn't you it's me
I'm just nervous under pressure
I swear that I'm trying
Somehow I'll get better
I flinch when you touch me
And I wish that would change

So I stop myself before the fall
Still lose my keys before the door
I should come with a warning
Cos I never go all in

I wish that I could hold you now
But I'm scared you could turn me down
And It's taking me back to the day that she left
And I can't go through all that again
Now that trauma's wrapped itself round me
And I can't wash it out of the sheets
And It's taking me back to the day that she left
And the loneliest side effect
Is that I'm sleeping in a single bed

So I won't lose out
If I don't find out
I can't let you down
Now that I'm sleeping in a single bed
And we won't make out
If we don't find out
I can't let you down
(Now that I'm sleeping in a single bed)

I wish that I could hold you now
But I'm scared you could turn me down
And It's taking me back to the day that she left
And the loneliest side effect
Is that I'm sleeping in a single bed