Tell Me You Need Me

I guess I'm apathetic
I'm losing things to look forward to, there I said it
I'm used to having you to distract me and maybe attack me
Am I in too deep, I've been calling this happy
I'm delusional and really in pain and I could find somebody else but it won't be the same
It's like a love too deep to really stay in my lane
So imma just get hit and try to hide all the shame
I fucking love you
And I know it's unhealthy
They don't have to tell me
If love is all you need then I've never been wealthy
I'm a poor lost soul I was hoping you could help me
Cause I just get lost when I follow my heart
Losing in trust in yourself will surely tear you apart
I know this shit gets deep when you just cry in the dark
I know my head caught flame and you were only the spark
I fucking love you

Would it hurt just to tell me you need me
How'd I get so alone when I live in the city
Can you tell me where you going always looking so pretty
All the moves you make has me feeling so shitty
Oh word you wanna block me now
Cut off all communication just to leave me in the clouds
There ain't shit gonna stop this now
I was putting faith in you but you shot me down
I fucking love you
And I know it's unhealthy
They don't have to tell me
I hear love kills and that shit is real stealthy
Caught me right off guard, why's it always so hard
Cause I really can't tell if you're just playing the part
You wanna keep me locked in and just jump from the car
I demand a happy ending cause I love from the start
I know I gave you all of me but I guess that wasn't smart
I fucking love you

I'm proud I expressed that
So proud