Alcohol & Adderall

Talking to myself and wondering how could it be
It seems my perfect guardian angel now hates me
I only want to heal you but it seems all I do is hurt
So here I sit now just wallowing in the dirt

I got alcohol and Adderall in my hands
Cause it seems to me that they're my only friends
And every time I try it ends the same
So I'm starting to think that I must enjoy the pain

I'll be your teddy bear no matter the means
Because without you I'd be bursting at the seams
I know you always wonder why I don't desist
Because oh darling your name's carved in my wrist

I got alcohol and Adderall in my hands
Cause it seems to me that they're my only friends
And every time I try it ends the same
So I'm starting to think that I must enjoy the pain

Hit me punch me kick me even pull my hair
Shoot me loot me neut me I don't even care
If it makes you happy kill me if you dare
Because a life without you I could never bear

I got alcohol and Adderall in my hands
Cause it seems to me that they're my only friends
And every time I try it ends the same
So I'm starting to think that I must enjoy the pain

I got alcohol and Adderall in my hands
Cause it seems to me that they're my only friends
And every time I try it ends the same
So I'm starting to think that I must enjoy the pain



Credits
Writer(s): Noah White
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