feelings

You see I don't do no drugs but lately I just wanna overdose
I see these niggas acting dumb as fuck I swear they do the most
And I keep trying hard to make this music but I never post
This paper chasing hard and I just feel like I don't want to go

You see I know I'm better than the ones that say they do this
But my ego is dilapidated mental stuck on muted
I commuted to this spot I know this dream has been disputed
My steps have always been computed I just wait to be saluted

I know that they see me
They think a nigga still peachy
Beat kinda wet dat hoe greasy
I don't need none of the handouts when I'm at the top
I just need yo girlfriend to come please me
Breezy I want my eggs over easy
Making these niggas feel queasy
Bars are too cheesy
I cant spend time in my head cause the hate that i have is real sleazy

Two steps on a wednesday morning 3am in my own bedroom
Two bullets at the top of the mag make this bitch go
I'm just kiddin'
I feel like I don't even deserve to kill myself
I'm not strong enough
Double negative turnin' this shit to a right just gotta be wrong enough
Dumb as fuck bitch said she would've fell in love
I ain't play long enough
MMORPG life feel like a game but I don't level up
Yehuda based on the shit in my life, feel like the damn devil up
Yeshua these nigga being mad loud
But I just gotta fuckin settle up

This bitch calling me baby but I told what this shit was
Why people act like shit is fair I swear those people think that they shit doves
Quick dung
I see these bitches still vapin'
Prolly why you got shit lungs
Quick son
I don't got the time to play games, I gotta get plaques hung
Racks done
I see yo ass lookin dusty
Bitch shopping at pacsun
Sad gun
I got the stick in my hand
I just wanna fuckin feel sumn'

I just wanna fuckin feel sumn'

I've been fuckin hoes
I've been ignoring those
Who care for me
That pray for me
I can see
They bore me
I don't feel nothing to there empathy
I've been fuckin hoes
I've been ignoring those
They all been black
The lights are snapped
The sun is down
My feelings drowned
Where's the hope that spawned about

How can I rap if I don't feel a lapse of emotion to write in my pad uh
Fuck all that shit I be rapping expressing shit how be I feeling meaning is nothing uh
Money all stacking my wallet be growing my smile be glowing
But niggas are fake and they willing to hate taking the spirit out of my crate
Oh

WHY GOD
Did you cure my depression for seconds so I can to snooze it noose it

WHY GOD
You given me friends that inspire a hope that be turning to cope

WHY GOD
You given me talents that I could not balance for me to just drop em'

Oooooh why goddd
I wanted to die but you given my life just to torture n' fry it

I've been fucking hoes
I don't care no more
If the world burns I want some more
I've been fucking hoes
I've been fucking hoes
I never wanted all these hoes
I've been fucking hoes
I don't feel no mo'
WHERE DID MY MENTAL GO
I'VE BEEN FUCKING HOES
FUCK THE COPE
I'M BACK TO WHERE I STARTED
Woah bro
I don't feel anything anymore