Cut My Heart Out

Lately, I been tryna cut my heart out
Lately, I been tryna play my part now
Lately, you don't even really call now
Lately, you don't put in work and you just call out

I mean, damn, I wanna feel special
I wanna have a conversation without me initiating
Having to text you, I'd like to feel you invested

Or is my stock trending down today?
Maybe I should be happy you found away
I just wanted to upgrade my nomination to award
Because your love's accommodating and I always wanted more

I wish I was a fly on the wall or decor
So I could see what you say about me
Or if you even say about me
(What do you even say about me?) Yeah

Lately, I been tryna cut my heart out, yeah
Lately, I been tryna cut my heart out, yeah
Lately, I been tryna cut my heart out, yeah
Lately, I been tryna cut my heart out, yeah

I used to rush all the way home
I used to keep a charge on my phone
I used to tell you I see your glow
I used to make sure that you know
I used to-

But I don't do that shit no more
'Cause you went and changed your whole flow
Just like I do here
Who was the one flew across the country, flew you back
Across the country for the holidays and New Year's
Me?

But lately, it's like you don't give a fuck and
You always blowing up 'til it's nuclear
See, you don't ever bite
And Ii's always barks
Like your favorite root beer, please
I thought I made you comfy
Why you always treat me like I'm new here?

Don't touch me, I hate you, I hate you
Why don't you just go now?
Leave, go, go
No, no, but wait a minute
We're not really breaking up, are we? Come on
It's just a fight we're having
And tomorrow, it will be it never happened, right?

Lately, I been tryna cut my heart out, yeah
Lately, I been tryna cut my heart out, yeah
Lately, I been tryna cut my heart out, yeah
Lately, I been tryna cut my heart out, yeah