last day

I will die tonight commit suicide
No I cannot lie I've been dead for some time
Getting so damn high's what keeps me alive
There's nothing I like about this world tonight
As I fucking cry screaming why oh why
Did it have to be me that has these feelings
That are always eating me up now I'm bleeding
Through my eyes and ears please can someone help me
My mind is too weak to handle anything
Slowly I'm dying need to be quickening
The fucking process I'm way too damn stressed
I been feeling pressed I'm a joke like a jester
Not like the rest I'm insane I confess
And you can fucking guess it I am depressed
Not feeling the best I need some damn rest
My life is a mess I've failed every test

As it rains outside I'm going insane
All this pain inside it's killing my brain
Can't be saved goodbye today's my last day
I'mma blaze get high then take my life away
As it rains outside I'm going insane
All this pain inside it's killing my brain
Can't be saved goodbye today's my last day
I'mma blaze get high then take my life away

I'm a joke so I smoke all fucking day long
Mind's broke yes I know that it ain't very strong
I'mma go to Pluto from smoking on this strong
I can't hold myself I'm way too far gone
Feeling so fucking low I can't finish this song
So I'mma lose my shit 'cause I'm an idiot
Prolly won't do my shit 'cause I don't wanna live
Act a fool with narcotics overdose like Hendrix
I'll always choose death over this I'm way too damn impulsive
Don't follow rules I'm a narcissist that wants to fucking end it
Everyday I've got to say I feel a type of way
That fucking makes me go insane so I fucking dissociate
Feel so much shame anxiety got me drowning like a lake
I cannot take it so I'll erase myself from reality
This fucking pain throbs endlessly up inside of my brain
So on this day I think I'll shake my mother fucking life away

As it rains outside I'm going insane
All this pain inside it's killing my brain
Can't be saved goodbye today's my last day
I'mma blaze get high then take my life away
As it rains outside I'm going insane
All this pain inside it's killing my brain
Can't be saved goodbye today's my last day
I'mma blaze get high then take my life away



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Writer(s): Connor Rivard
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