Honest 2 God

Honest to God I'm going crazy
Trying to trust the one who really made me
Don't even know why but I feel like I did it
Tell me if you could have that power would you get it
Honest to God I'm going crazy
Trying to trust the one who really made me
Don't even know why but I feel like I did it
Tell me if you could have that power would you get it

I think I'm better than God I really mean it
I've done more for me than He has you should of seen it
Whenever I needed Him most He pulled an Avatar
I think I have a better chance at finding Escobar
As for the next few bars
I got a lot of questions
I'm not allowed to ask
That's why I don't have answers
Like for example why doesn't God just kill me
If He knows it all then that means He knows the real me
I'm honestly just really tired of living
I don't feel like going harder when I feel like quitting
I just feel like dying I don't feel like lying
I've been working way too hard and now I'm tired of trying facts
I became a lot to handle when I couldn't when I couldn't handle me
If you're looking from the outside in its plain to see
But my plans plaid out the way I planned them
I got everything that I've ever wanted that I've written in my addendum
A minute twenty five in and I'm just getting started
You looking at the strong now the weaker been departed
I killed him off a long time ago
I wouldn't reach Itachi if I hadn't done it thought that you should know
When people ask me how I feel I say I don't
If you waste your time on that it's fine but I won't
Saying I'm in a dark place more than an understatement
I wouldn't mind right now being under the pavement

Honest to God I'm going crazy
Trying to trust the one who really made me
Don't even know why but I feel like I did it
Tell me if you could have that power would you get it

I truly wish I could be isolated
People only get in my way and I get violated
On the daily
I must be a game that's why they played me
Now all my toxic traits are trophies to me like a Grammy
But the streets don't care and I don't either
Thinking otherwise can get you burned like when they light some ether
I should have died when I gave into my death
I gave glory to God as I took my final breath
But if I'm honest I don't really know if I'm about it
I took a step back and realized how much I doubted
Saying I'm in a dark place more than an understatement
I wouldn't mind right now being under the pavement

Honest to God I'm going crazy
Trying to trust the one who really made me
Don't even know why but I feel like I did it
Tell me if you could have that power would you get it

Everything was fine when I was in the shallow end
Now that i'm not there I wish He would allow my end
So while I'm here I guess I'll tell the story
Of how not ok I be with all this weight and glory
I will try to go deep into the details
I might miss a thing or two but hey we all fail
We human
Even those that live like Truman
Be careful with the version you consuming

Honest to God I'm going crazy
Trying to trust the one who really made me
Don't even know why but I feel like I did it
Tell me if you could have that power would you get it
Honest to God I'm going crazy
Trying to trust the one who really made me
Don't even know why but I feel like I did it
Tell me if you could have that power would you get it



Credits
Writer(s): Giezi Perez
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