What to Believe

I think I've let myself drown.
I went swimming in this river,
now I've forgotten where it started.

I don't know when to breathe.
When to breathe because I'm dying
or when to laugh because I'm flying.
I must've let myself alone.

And I was looking for something I never realised I lost.
Because my words are just the thoughts I once forgot.

She left me in the woods
or by the starting of your waters.
I never realised I needed her for peace.
And I whisper in the rain
will she come crying when the sun shines?
I left myself and I don't know what to believe.

And now I'm on my own.
I'll forget the girl I left behind,
how she smiled and I made her cry.

And I will never understand
how she had everything she wanted and more
and stil felt the need to close her door.
She told me what I mean.

And I'm still looking for something
in every word that sounds the same,
but I am scared that I will never know her name.

She left me in the woods
or by the starting of your waters.
I never realised I needed her for peace.
And I whisper in the rain
will she come crying when the sun shines?
I left myself and I don't know what to believe.

And someday she will see
she wasn't lost, 'cause she was never gone.
And I'll stop searching, 'cause she has my soul.
I am her and she is me.

She left me in the woods
or by the starting of your waters.
I never realised I needed her for peace.
And I whisper in the rain
will she come crying when the sun shines?
I left myself and I don't know what to believe.

She left me in the woods
or by the starting of your waters.
I never realised I needed her for peace.
And I whisper in the rain
will she come crying when the sun shines?
I left myself and I don't know what to believe.