Alone

I put it all on the line
Now she just lives in my mind
Depression for days at a time
Act like I'm doing just fine
It's funny we try to rewind
But static is all that we find
So we just pause where we're at
It's the end of the act
Credits follow behind
Guess I'm in love with the pain
Guess you're in love with the same
In love with the stress
In love with the mess
In love with you saying my name
But we can't seem to let go
Don't wanna end up on our own
Our trauma been taking control
We hurt but we don't let it show
Still love at our lowest of lows
We both gave a part of our souls
We're both trying to keep it composed
Blood drips as I'm holding this rose
I'm watching you sleep in my clothes
This chapter I don't want to close
Our anger will turn us to strangers
That's just how it goes

"You ever do this
You think back on all the times you had with someone and you just replay it in your head over and over again and you look for the first signs of trouble?"

"Maybe you should write a book"

"What?"

"Well you know Henry Miller said the best way to get over a woman is to turn her into literature."

Alone
So alone
Don't go
Alone
Alone
So alone
Don't go
Alone
Alone
So alone
Don't go
Alone
Alone

"Whatever man it's fine, I don't need this crap really, its just, you know
I'm Comfortable, I'm un hassled
People don't realize this but loneliness
It's underrated."