Chasing Shadows

I'm sick and tired, it's like I don't exist
The world is pushing me into this darkness
Show me a sign, so I can let go of this fucking pain
I know I'm living life on borrowed time
I've made my bed, now, I'm taking back mine
You sold me out, now I am waiting here to drown us both

When the mighty fall
(Watch me rise)
Just to see you crawl
(On your own)

Another night on my own, walking this wreckage alone
I feel my heartbeat racing, screaming I should let you go
Another shot in the dark drinking away all the shame
Your face reminds me that I medicate to kill the pain

Chasing shadows
I rise above you
Take the mistakes
And drink the poison

Nothing left, I've given up on dreaming
Tell myself I'm better off just dead
Nothing matters, I'm a burden that feeds you
Tell me that I'm worth something

Another night on my own, walking this wreckage alone
I feel my heartbeat racing, screaming I should let you go
Another shot in the dark drinking away all the shame
Your face reminds me that I medicate to kill the pain

I stand alone with your blood on my hands
And all I dream about is fucking revenge
Fuck you

I see you pleading, but it's too late to change
The tide has turned, I can't control what I'm thinking
My fingers bleeding as I slip you a smile
Your body's numb as I stand at your funeral

Another night on my own, walking this wreckage alone
I feel my heartbeat racing, screaming I should let you go
Another shot in the dark drinking away all the shame
Your face reminds me that I medicate to kill the pain