Sunrise (Estivate)

There isn't even a lie to believe in
So I gotta ride with my demons I,
Hide when I'm sleeping till skies turn to evening
I'm only alive when i'm dreaming I'm,
Finding no reason to start up my day
Rollin my reefer to spark up a J
Stayin in bed and it's dark when I lay
The day that you left,
My heart went away
Faded and stricken by blades of my boredom
Patience keep thinning like eating disorders
Pray for the wicked ma said it's important
I'm border line crazy when's sanity certain?
I've been off xannys and mad introversion
The feeling uncanny God handed me purpose
Sleep when I'm standing can't stand when I'm working
I mean I need sleep like god damn it I'm hurting
Lying in bed I see pain get diminished
I'm feelin dead before days even finish
Skies bleeding red like the shade of a victim
When sunlight is killin it's painfully twisted

Feeling weak beneath cherry skies
Life is bleak through my weary eyes
Scared to live and I'm scared to die
So I lay in bed where I'm terrified

Feeling weak beneath cherry skies
Life is bleak through my weary eyes
Scared to live and I'm scared to die
So I lay in bed where I'm terrified

I feel like a loner with a death wish hey
I don't like you people to begin with no
Me and my new bed have made a friendship hey
Sunrise never gonna end shit no
Scorn how I'm living my boredom is vivid
My heart on my sleeve I aint worn in a minute
Tortured and timid with morbid addictions
Snorted a smidgen distorted my vision
More indecision than war and religion
Abortin my mission like whores in a clinic
I've been unsure that there's more to existence
I was in jail and like four interventions
I know that I wasn't born to be wicked
They made me the villian i'm tired

Feeling weak beneath cherry skies
Life is bleak through my weary eyes
Scared to live and I'm scared to die
So I lay in bed where I'm terrified

Feeling weak beneath cherry skies
Life is bleak through my weary eyes
Scared to live and I'm scared to die
So I lay in bed where I'm terrified



Credits
Writer(s): Steve Barakatt
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