I Just Wanna Feel OKAY

I just wanna feel Okay (yeah, yeah)
The job won't do it and the time still moving
We don't really got a lotta that to waste (yeah, yeah)
You don't really need a belt to hold it up
They ask me how I'm holding up and every time I say okay (say okay, say okay)
Lately that is not enough
And really things been feeling tough
But we gon' make it anyways
I just need the rest today

But tomorrow I'll be waking up
Trying to stay positive, I think enough
Of things I struggle with it'll mess my whole day up
I go into my job every morning thinking that its enough
and as the day goes by I wish I wasn't here
Go home roll blunts and drink some beers
Guess it numbs the pain
But I remain slightly insane
So even off that I'm still on that something wrong inside my brain
What I think I should do now is leave
Burned every bridge that led to me
Handful of friends and even they know my biggest problem about my life is me
Constantly
On my guard
Fighting me
Violently, got that self sabotage to the tenth degree
Go broke for the bars till im dead or behind them
Luckily my wife don't mind I wasted my whole life rhyming
See, let me rephrase
Others that look at me from a outside perspective see it in a different way
For me do what you love and one day you'll be paid
For them do what you must and get in line or get out the way
I think I'm losing it but, see

I just wanna feel Okay (yeah, yeah)
The job won't do it and the time still moving
We don't really got a lotta that to waste (yeah, yeah)
You don't really need a belt to hold it up
They ask me how I'm holding up and every time I say okay (say okay, say okay)
Lately that is not enough
And really things been feeling tough
But we gon' make it anyways
I just need the rest today

But tomorrow I'll be waking up
Hopefully
Maybe you gon notice me
Maybe I could resonate and you could just relate to me
Vocally
We could really link, its your boy Link KB
Put a smile on then I go home, remove immediately
And that shit isn't fair to all the people that are close to me
So I apologize but I been struggling to want to be alive
Cause I really hated my life
For a really really long time
And I wasn't happy inside
And I never addressed it but when I did I could die
Cause now I feel like its over before I started to fly
They say Khris keep ya head up
But its hard to survive
And unless you know what its like then you don't know what its like
Didn't know wanting this life would end up being my biggest fight
So I'm writing this letter right here, here tonight
And I don't know if Ima ever need to use it
But some days I feel like I'm going through it
And

I just wanna feel Okay
The job won't do it and the time still moving
We don't really got a lotta that to waste
You don't really need a belt to hold it up
They ask me how I'm holding up and every time I say okay
Lately that is not enough
And really things been feeling tough
But we gon' make it anyways
I just wanna feel OKAY