Speak Up, Silently

Fill up my cup I'll drink it
You rise with the tides, I'm sinking
I don't know what I was thinking
I'm just a watered down version of you

I've hurt more than I've healed
Is it a crime to say that I'm alright?
It's just a line, to draw you out of my mind
And keep what's mine all out of sight

The thoughts in my head
The monsters you fed
The things that I fear when I lie in my bed
It's just a mix of all you've ever said

The thoughts in my head
The monsters you fed
The judgement the walls whisper when I'm in bed
"You don't deserve rest,
You don't deserve it"

Fill up my cup I'll drink it
You rise with the tides, I'm sinking
I don't know what I was thinking
I'm just a watered down version of you

Your words carry weight and
It hits me in waves
Push down on my chest
Draw me into my grave
I'm damaged by the poison that I crave

The thoughts in my head
The monsters you fed
The things that I fear when I lie in my bed
It's just a mix of all you've ever said

The thoughts in my head
The monsters you fed
The judgement the walls whisper when I'm in bed
"You don't deserve rest
You don't deserve it"



Credits
Writer(s): Carlien Kiers
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