Dead Roses

Yeah
It's an ocean full of pain that I'm drowning in
Comin' from the dream that I be chasin' daily, losing sleep
While people on the shore got time to be
Clownin' me, Judgin' me,
Telling me, I ain't got whatever it takes to reach the peak
Paint me how you want, I'm still a human with skin that bleeds
Never had no life jacket for safety when I'm swimmin' deep
Always to fall on my instincts,
Runs through my ancestry
And I call that sh" survival mode
It happens every time I'm low
But I'm convinced nowadays I be lost when I can't fight my thoughts
Put my life at stake hope to make it through and beat the odds
Hope my palms don't get tired up the air just to be seen by god
Feels like blessings reach me, It be paranormal vibes
And the one above feels like you keep gettin' farther in the clouds
I don't think I lost faith, I'm the one you forgot about
I got energies and enemies that don't even feel my vibe
Fightin' demons more than tipsy, I can barely feel alive
Can't even compete with myself when I can't pass the pass
Feels like the lights are never on I'm on the other side
Hope this don't last long enough and take away my life
Lately, I feel like dead roses each petal keep falling off
Heart says give it time (Tell me)
Mind says you lost now (Tell me)
I don't know what they want (Woah)
I'm feelin' out of balance (Nah)
No chance for a second turn (Woah)
I'm reachin' I can't find
Sometimes I think they're right
I took my chances prove none

To prove none
I'm a dead rose in the sky
Took my chance I ain't feel right
Going insane, am I living lies?
Got my hands up, God
Got my hands up, God
Got my hands up, God
Got my hands up, God
Show me the best sight

Exposed to what you call life
Put my soul upon a mission
Found myself in a distance
Still feel no difference
Wish life had a second part cause everything feels unfinished
Stuck in the matrix
Been hackin' the system now I'm losin' all my patience
For all that's left everything is wasted
Even the start feels rough around the edge can't trace where I'm ending
I fall less than my eye rest
I give all still they give me props for my losses
I found myself in the dark, and my smile was the cost and my blood wears cold cause I'm heartless
So roll up another one keep it raw with me
Put my feelings on paper you can't crap with me
Mind full of riots but fu" it imma stand with it
Time goin pass things will quiet down,
This is my chapter I'll write it now

This is my chapter I'll right it now



Credits
Writer(s): Mafikiri Elisha
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