I should be more (Part I)

Packing up
Was never the plan
I wrote for me
Losing friends
Was something I never
Could foresee

And my greatest downfall
Was wanting to be loved by all
Ain't it funny how
It all works out

I'm now turning 25
I don't know
What's on my mind
Except for
I should be more
My friends all
Living the life
While I'm trying to muster a smile
I'm back in my hometown
I'd sworn I'd never go back
What the fuck's up with that?

Molding myself
Into what you needed
Was my specialty
Half promises
Became my only
Accepted currency

And I still tell myself
There could be
No one else, who could
Love me half as good
As you did

I'm now turning 25
I don't know
What's on my mind
Except for
I should be more
My friends all
Living the life
While I'm trying to muster a smile
I'm back in my hometown
I'd sworn I'd never go back

And no amount of yoga
Or self-care days
Can stop the failure
Eating at me, I don't
Sing in the shower when One Direction comes on
Anymore

I'm now turning 25
I don't know
What's on my mind
Except for
I should be more
My friends all
Living the life
While I'm trying to muster a smile
I'm back in my hometown
I'd sworn I'd never go back

What the fuck's up with that?

Except for
I should be more
Except for
I should be more

Except for
I should be more.



Credits
Writer(s): Emma Ellis
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