I'LL SEE YOU WHEN I GET HOME

God, I knew that it was true but it's Taboo
I can see that the Blacker the Balloon when it pop
I refuse to be seen in the ballroom, old school
Find me when I'm staring at the moon now, can you see me
See yourself in the mirror it ain't that deep
Fuck it I don't really give two fucks but I ain't tryna duck
Inner issues it ain't that deep, maybe one day
When you see it, maybe hear it on the runway
I know that I ain't flying coach first class
No gas but I hate flying solo, but you don't know
How to heal but remember bout the deal
Keep it real, did you ever really care about how I feel
Now was that real

See me have I faded in the background
Back now, but I'm bound to the ways
That I've fallen into, never feeling in tune
One day never saying it again but I loved you
Say a girl is a gun
When you think you found the one, heartbroken when it's done
I've been speeding too fast, as I try to outrun
All the feelings of the past, take a left as I crash
Burned out, no doubt
If you're looking for me now, find me in the background
Never knew it, I've been thinking too much
Reparation ain't a must but I'm hoping that I know now
I know, I know that
You've probably moved on, found a proper way to end this
Can you tell me more lies
Can you look me in the eyes, as I try not to forget this

In the end, did the flowers really leave me
Can you see what it really even meant
In a sense, say the daisy, took a petal and a pen
Singing old news, find me reminiscing in the ballroom
Do you need me
To believe that it could've ended better
If the time or the place, if I wrote a different letter
To the girl that I know never settle for the wrong blues
But I can't be
Couldn't even if I tried, cause you know me
See the signs, have I lost my fucking mind
How you been, I've been fine but been struggling to find mine
But I'll see you
When I heal, but to face the point of view
That the end never suited the beginning of the whole truth
That I loved you