LOST / FOUND

You think I'm pathetic
Cause I can't learn my lessons
Guess I've been disconnected
I don't want to be found

Feel good to get lost alone
Not stressing bout which way is home
You told me I would hate it here
I think it's you who find it hard being on their own
Just need to stretch a couple thoughts
Just need to kick a couple stones
And get my grandma on the phone
Not to talk about ya but because it's been too long
And I'd be lying if I said you wasn't on my mind
But I'd be lying if I told ya it was all the time
Cause thinking bout us now and then feel like a healthy pain
But too much living in the past is never good for change
No need to comment on my story just to tell me hey
And I'm all good with you forgetting every birthday
Maybe we'll end up together, maybe one day
If I was honest thought I don't think it could be the same

You think I'm pathetic
Cause I can't learn my lessons
Guess I've been disconnected
I don't want to be found

Yeah
20 minutes before I pass your exit
Crestway Drive is where that pain sits
You weren't prepared
I was more than patient
Couldn't come to terms with the fears you were faced with
But maybe in another life we saw it through
And moved out of the city like we said we'd do
But there ain't no sense in dwelling
On a future that was failing
Cause you wouldn't leave me any room
Stung like a fresh wound
Cautious of the cycle of content that I consume
Careful of old pictures and videos that I scroll through
That try and hold be back from the constant changing that I'm prone to
But tell your mother that I said hello
That I send my love from the studio
That it worked out in my favor that you let me go
Introduced me to a life I thought I'd never know

You think I'm pathetic
Cause I can't learn my lessons
Guess I've been disconnected
I don't want to be found

I hope I never get found
Lost in the sound
Exhausted I think I might
toss in the towel
Tryna be present
Something I've been awful about
How Come I chose that route?
Why I move down south?
But man I'm glad that I did
I Met some talented kids
I met a girl who I miss and
I've been as stagnant as shit
To inspire at the top of my list
My soul on fire when I create with intent
But still I'm in the stretching phase
Before I'm getting my plays
Before I'm rocking the stage
And stepping up to the plate
And I hit the ball out the place
And as I'm rounding the basses
I'm just thinkin how grateful
I am that I'm okay
I know that life could be crazy, stressful
Lonely for days
I know how often I'm losing it
But still find a way
Easy to say
But never demonstrate
You frustrated and been losing your faith in me

I don't want to be found