Luv L8r

It's a long fall
When you're at the top of your game
And there's no one to blame
But your self-made man
You'd never understand
And I'm not sure that I want you to

Now I sleep all day
Stuck in the same place that I was
Before you ever showed up
Things don't change all that much
Until you wake up and find out
That you can't recognize where you grew up

And I'm still just as angry
But now I've got no outlets
You only understand me
If it's in a catchy chorus
Fuck you and all your letters
New pills and getting better
I've only got one burning
Question on my mind, and it's

Do you miss me
When you're falling asleep on the couch again?
Do you miss me?
Does my voice still reside in your head?

I'm not really sure if you've noticed
But the last 14 to 18 months
I've been stuck inside of a constant turmoil
Ultimately manifesting itself in the catastrophic breakdown
That occurred between you and me
But as time goes on
I've realized that not everything is always my fault
And even though I might never find myself
In a position to hear you out or forgive you
I still and constantly asking myself

Do you miss me?
When you're falling asleep on the couch again?
Do you miss me?
Does my voice still reside in your head
Like yours does in mine?
And in time along with the days
You'll fade away
As long as I stay inside