Sanity

Sometimes
Life Can Be A Challenge
And Your Reward
Sanity
Ha

I'm confused and conflicted
Acting kind of distant
My vision a little of blurry
I'm wishing I wasn't worried
When I battle my brain
A constant sense of nonsense overloading again
Like a lion unleashed to feast on a bison
It takes Buster Douglas to defeat a Mike Tyson
So if I ever want a grammy I'm prepared to keep fighting
Despite the constant doubt that I spend my whole life in
My whole life
Causes constant complications
It's cutting into spaces that are vital for salvation
I'm waisting
All this talent that they say I have but this talent is what drives me mad
I'm wondering a lonely road I'm hanging on and cant let go
I'm frantically panicking as i'm pacing back and forth
It's to the north its the the west it's in my brain its in my chest
It's in the blood that I pump it's in the air of my breathe
It's my death but also salvation
Like a drug I get sprung on this medication
It's my meditation sense of ease
So wont you please take a seat
And join me for the feast please

Wont you please join me
Wont you please
Wont you please join me
For the feast please
Constant madness mixed with sadness
Drinking liquor popping Xanax
Father figure for the damaged
Going rampant need to panic
Oh my god I'll cause a frantic
A-D-D and schizophrenic
All this hatred building up
I might just go and nuke the planet
Boom
I'm psycho I might load A rifle
And shoot at my rivals and idols and 5 - 0
Then go burn the bibles and scratch all the vinyls
And repeat the cycle till my fucking minds gone
I'm gone

Now i'm patiently waiting i'm praying
Satin will vacant my brain
Games of delusion are saying
This is the life that you'll stay in
Agony torture and pain
Stabbing and puncture my veins
Blood on the carpet again
Blotting not scrubbing it in
Wow I mean how
Can you talk about this shit
Cause life is full
Of all this wickedness
It's sick and twisted But we missed
Cause our vision is filled with
All the television and the mission
To conceal it
And we drink so we don't feel it
Using spirits to cover up the stuff that your fearing
Your over hearing

These lies
I'm
Hypnotized i'm stripped of sight
I'm stripped from light but no where near the after life
I'm lacking might i'm lacking fight
I'm drowning in own despite
I cant keep going over flowing
Barley holding to the edge
Loosing grip might just slip into the trench
At my death i'll probably rest upon a bed of nails
With nobody at my funeral no one to wish me well
As I sink to the deep and the darkest pits of hell
I'm confined in my mind slowly loosing myself



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Writer(s): Tegan Powell
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