Bored

I don't really know if it gets better no
I just hope it doesn't last forever no
I just wish that I could ever have some hope
Cause I really feel like I am fuckin broke

So if you see this don't reply I prefer the silence
And if you feel this don't ignore it you shouldn't cry
It's alright to feel this way
Just don't let it corrupt your brain
It may be lonely but we know you'll make it okay

How come I always feel like so much time has passed by
But when I try to slow it down I don't feel satisfied
And everything I ask for tends to go ignored
I want to feel something other than feeling bored

Demons from my past
They sneak up on me
Make me crash
It makes me feel like I won't last
Running from them moving fast
I hide emotions keep them stashed
Let them out when it gets bad
The time I wasted can't come back
So I just vent on all these tracks now

Emotions in a lead state
Tryna clear my head space
I feel like I am dead weight
I wish there was an escape

How come I always feel like so much time has passed by
But when I try to slow it down I don't feel satisfied
And everything I ask for tends to go ignored
I want to feel something other than feeling bored

I've been lost for weeks
Vision fading in and out
Power surges of the brain
Fear returns anxiety is loud

How come I always feel like so much time has passed by
But when I try to slow it down I don't feel satisfied
How come I always feel like so much time has passed by
But when I try to slow it down I don't feel satisfied
And everything I ask for tends to go ignored
I want to feel something other than feeling bored
How come I always feel like so much time has passed by
But when I try to slow it down I don't feel satisfied
And everything I ask for tends to go ignored
I want to feel something other than feeling bored