Butterfly

Again
Where I have to bend my morals
Again
Where I have to go against
Every single thing that I believe in
Again
Because I love you
(Then stop loving me!)
I can't

(Ay)
Yeah I hate that I love you
But it's always been that way
Cuz the habits of an addict
Never seem to change
To get another fix
It was only just a kiss
But trust is always earned
And harder to replace
When these bridges that you burned
Where the ones that you embraced
Then you act all surprised when they're gone without a trace
It's almost kinda funny
I saw this shit coming
But when I brought it up
You told me it was nothing

(You told me it was nothing)
(Fucking liar)
(See that shit from a mile away)
(Are you fucking serious?)

And I should know better cuz my family raised me well
And the way that I'm headed finna take me straight to hell
But I can't seem to help it
The shit that I inherit
A hunger that is ceaseless
Broken genes in my helix
Self-destruct
Gotta
Stuff another blunt
Like tryna duck tape broken glass
But we all know that shit's fucked
I forced myself to eat
Cry myself to sleep
Then repeat the cycle every night until I lose the beat
(Yeah)
('Til I lose the beat)