In The Past

Yeah
In the past I said I love then I left you
But now I wanna hold you, wish I kept you
Cause baby what we had was so special,
And all your friends and family were so respectful
But see
I don't wanna get regretful
Cause everything happened for a reason
My name ain't Roddy but I've been balling ever season
At the time my heart was cold, I was freezing

I gave you all my time
And I didn't focus on myself
And I think that's where I lost myself
Technical didn't wanna toss myself
Was balling hard but I didn't want to cross myself, (nah)
And I know that sounds selfish
But how I'm supposed to love you when I don't love me, baby
How I'm supposed trust you when I don't trust me
How am I supposed to help myself when I'm helpless
And how I'm going to be selfish when I felt selfless
I know you wanted to help me
But it's something I had to do
You were stressing yourself out but I'm not even that mad at you
I really hope that my terms didn't end that bad with you
Cause I enjoyed all the memories and time I had with you

Yeah, In the past I said I love then I left you
But now I wanna hold you, wish I kept you
Cause baby what we had was so special,
And all your friends and family were so respectful, (yeah)
But see, I don't wanna get regretful
Cause everything happened for a reason
My name ain't Roddy but I've been balling ever season
At the time my heart was cold I was freezing

I was trying hold myself together like a cheap string on a yo-yo
Everything in my life was going bad but I didn't even show though
I know I had to leave but I didn't want to go though
But my heart it was cold like I was sitting in snow globe
You said I was different from the ex's that you dated
I hope that I don't end up as one that you hated
Cause the memories we had can not be recreated
I had love for for myself at the beginning but it faded
Do not rush yourself into a relationship cause it's dangerous
Just take your time so it can work
Cause if you don't its going to feel like this and it'll hurt
And if it already happened
I hope it doesn't again cause that's the worst



Credits
Writer(s): Elijah Givens
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