Help Myself - Demo

You shouldn't ever care
About being judged
It just shows that people
Have nothing better to do
With their lives and cry about
Someone else because they think
They're life is better therefore
When people judge you
They idolize you
It's literally a compliment
When they're hating
Cause your haters
Are your biggest fans

It's not as simple as you say it is
If it was I would help myself
(Help myself)
Wish you could get in and understand
I can't explain this shit by myself

As I come to notice all my symptoms
I see why I sometimes need the medication
And as I walk into my room face in my pillow
Crying is my go-to way to celebrate
Tried to help myself
Help my help myself help my help myself
But I couldn't so I guess people can keep saying yay

You keep on cheerin' cheerin' cheerin'
When I'm weepin' weepin' weepin'
As long as I don't stop eating
Cuz if I don't I'll just be sleeping
Only waking up
So I can go out drinking
Getting wasted or high or low is my thing?
It's becoming my thing (ma-ma-ma)

Wish it was simple as you say it is
Cause if it was I would help myself (help myself, help myself)
Wish you could get in and understand
Understand (aaaah)
I can't explain this shit by myself

The guy that I like doesn't like me back
And when he starts looking at me
I don't want him anymore
I get excited and sad
This ain't even gonna last
I get bored bored super fast
And I'm scared of being judged

I got so many problems
And noone fucking cares
It's okay cause there my problems
And I don't always share

Is it my fault? (is it my fault?)
I don't wanna say it out loud but
Is it baby?
(How do I help my help myself?)
Is it really because of me?

I got so many problems
And noone fucking cares
It's okay cause there my problems
And I don't always share
(I don't always share)

How do I help my help myself?



Credits
Writer(s): Izem Civisilli
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