Seasonal Float

You could do better
And I could be better
So We're stuck on choosing if we should weather
The storm that's approaching
This perpetual motion
Is like a stone in the ocean
I need to find my emotion
Overfill this empty old soul
In Summer It's snows
But nobody knows
These Seasonal floats
Christmas time ghost
Are haunting us both
So let's make a toast

We been doing our best
Pushing through life and all of it's test
I've just been laying to rest
You have been always charging ahead
trust I'll watch every single step
Learn from all the messages sent
All the sentences said
And Wonder what all could have been
Wounds that we all must attend
Deep afflictions that take time to mend
I'm sorry I'm constantly so apologetic
Turn what energy I have left to kinetic
It all seems to stem from my genetic
People so copy like I call it synthetic
In other words a Hive and that's poetic
Honey like that's all that has been ever mentioned
So I'll try to be better and not so pathetic
Self doubt and worries crowd my mind cause I let it
Think of this as a FYI
I'm super tired like all the time
Distracted easily it causes a bind
But I really don't like the idea of falling behind
Me succeeding isn't a guarantee
Just how much do you foresee
Middle class like bourgeoisie
Maybe cause I'm way too far from reality
Nowhere close for exposure
The genre not sure what to do with a loner
At least if I go I'll help as a donor
My only objective as of this moment
I been watching where I'm going
Improvement hasn't been showing
Lyrically I've been slowing
You've probably been knowing
Cause you believe in me growing

You could do better
And I could be better
So We're stuck on choosing if we should weather
The storm that's approaching
This perpetual motion
Is like a stone in the ocean
I need to find my emotion
Overfill this empty old soul
In Summer It's snows
But nobody knows
These Seasonal floats
Christmas time ghost
Are haunting us both
So let's make a toast

To better times
Hold them helping hands high
I would say doing better worth a try
I'll attempt to in word and rhyme
Find myself like the wind does the chimes
So hi
People tend to call me jordan
I'm shy but that's not important
I want energy like I'm flying and soaring
I wish to be better
And I wish you to be better
Reflect every morning
I want to make change and see how it goes
Hopefully get better mindsets then most
Learn about yourself or even go diagnose
You won't get better unless you open the door
Embrace the seasonal woes
And Learn from the lows
I guess one could call it a seasonal float
Back and forth like rocking a boat
Ya I'll just call it a seasonal float