Temporal Disintegration

None of this is familiar all over again
Am I this am I that or just staying the same
Trying to not not try to get over the pain
Insurmountable accountable and going insane
And this isn't the time no it's never the time
There's no telling anyway it's a vanishing line
So the shapes in my head are ugly with dread
And the reflection I see is only what is said
Turning tables spin unstable
Spiral past to start in last
Unavoidable avoidable and vicious and round
Like a steam train barrelling with no warning sound
Always seeing it and seeing me but so far away
Spectating from the nosebleed but still I'll pay
Piecing puzzle mental muzzle
Making promises breaking promises
None of this is familiar all over again
Am I this am I that or just staying the same
Trying to not not try to get over the pain
Insurmountable accountable and go... ing... in... sane
Clearly feel I am real
Most of the time my brain is in line
But most of the time my mind is online
Losing anything ruins everything
Most of the time my brain is in line but not now
Everything is just too clear
So I stay in the forest and ignore the trees
And convince myself I am cultivating
Because when I look around
Everything is lush and green
And I'm a part of it
And I'm apart from it
And falling apart
And I'm a part of it
And falling apart
And this isn't the time no it's never the time
There's no telling anyway it's a vanishing line
So the shapes in my head are ugly with dread
And the reflection I see is only what is said
None of this is familiar all over again
Am I this am I that or just staying the same
Trying to not not try to get over the pain
Insurmountable accountable and go... ing... in... sane



Credits
Writer(s): Jason S Kefalas
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