far from love

This is far from love but there's a reason
You know I only see you on the weekends
I know that I've been fallin' off the deep end
But you choose to change ya mood like every season
Swear it's cooler in the summer got me freezin'
I'm smilin' cause the camera got me cheesin'
I remember seeing beauty in the garden
I kill a snake I feel like Adam getting even

And I swear you got me stressed out
You said you're moving back to Harlem on next Thursday
Truth be told our tie in isn't fleshed out
But you know I'd never treat you in the worst way

This is far from love but we got choices
My callin' out drowning in the noises
You're always in my head but when the coin flips
You tail me till the point I'm hearin' voices

Like baby girl like please don't get me started
I know that we had choices when we started
But we ain't talked like since the day we started
Just know I'm gonna care for you regardless
We know that I have always had my guard up
I always treat myself like I'm a target
I pray that my akoma isn't tarnished
Cause love is the whole reason I'm an artist

I'm unapologetic when I pray for love
The angel on my shoulder say you ain't the one
You want me to conform like I should change for what
A nigga with a mind swear they afraid of us

This is far from love but there's a purpose
Every person that you meet will teach you something
I know you know exactly where I come from
But what do you need could be exactly what you run from
It was far from love it ain't no secret
The tree that we had planted leavin' it leafless
The fruit that we had bear we leavin' it seedless
You know I been fallin' straight off the deep end yeah