Unconditional?

I get lost in my head now
I forget that you said how
You could never be let down
And your love unconditional
I get lost in my head now
I forget that you said how
You could never be let down
And your love unconditional
Woah woah woah

I get insecure when I'm happy
I could never let it simmer make it snappy
Could be masking the sadness with laughing
Don't deserve all this gladness I'm lashing
Myself on the back with the nine tail whip
Such a hellish attack, but I'm fine with it
If I look content I'm prolly faking it
Maybe practicing don't know what the difference is
I know habit follow action and then feeling when
You go and do that thang over and over again
I rarely let it out, just hold it within
But I'm saying it now, so God hold me again

I get lost in my head now
I forget that you said how
You could never be let down
And your love unconditional
I get lost in my head now
I forget that you said how
You could never be let down
And your love unconditional
Woah woah woah

Can't help the feeling that I'm losing it
Me and God playing chess, whose move is it
Posture of a child is the rudiment
Self-hatred showed up and then ruined it
Fluent in theology, Christians all fool with me
Don't know God's love, that's some tomfoolery
Might be all shine like some fake jewelry
Known Christ for a while, still his grace new to me
It's new to me
Psalm 139 in the womb man he knew me
In due time came to earth to pursue me
I ran, took flight like the wind took the loose leaf
He gon still try again like he Rudy
Chant his name, crucify, this not the movie
Laid in the tomb for my true deeds
Just to raise in three days and still choose me

I get lost in my head now
I forget that you said how
You could never be let down
And your love unconditional
I get lost in my head now
I forget that you said how
You could never be let down
And your love unconditional
Woah woah woah