Holdup

I tried asking nicely
I did, I did
I tried it without fighting, and again, I miss
I been quiet, polite, but maybe kindness
The reason, why they treat me, like I barely exist

I'm fairly pissed, I miss, but rarely
They all know it, maybe that's why they're so scared of me
Compared to me, all I see, a bunch of parody's
I got somewhere to be
Yooo, hold up, wait up, hold up, this a hold up

I'm not asking, now I'm taking
Right? Standard neuro-typical communication
Took a while, now I get it, it really is amazing
The loudest voices run the world, while most the smart ones hated

They're gonna treat me, like I matter, or I'm gonna die making 'em
It's not about me, anymore, it's about who's coming after
My whole life, I've thought about, what I'd say to them
Only thing I got for 'em now, (laughter)

I know I don't look autistic, cuz' no one does, you little shit
Want me to stick my tongue out, put my teeth over my lips?
You're so fucking disrespectful
How you all miss so bad?
You all look like 34 from the free throw line, Shaqs

They never stop hacking me
True as the gravity, pulling me down
I'm at capacity, you better back up
Do it again, actually, I dare you, do it again
Tell me I'm less than you
Tell me, tell me how I'm lucky that I don't look like a vegetable
Tell me that you're sorry, that I wake up uncorrectable

Correct, that I'm incredible?
You just messed up, I'm way ahead of you
If you're the state, then shit I'm federal
I can bathe, in the lies you pedaling
You pedal, but it never makes you better
I get better every single day
The funny thing's the more I learn, the more of me I'm less of
Your language so messed up
I gotta 'fess up
I coulda' wrecked stuff
Instead I let, every single one of you go

I finally get it, you can admit it
You don't treat me different
You treat me less
That's why, losing hurts so bad, isn't it?
You lose to me, then what's that make you?
Maybe I'd go get some Ritalin
I'm not trying, I never do
I end up winning just fiddlin'
You all been cappin' and bickerin'
I had to laugh, and get rid of them
Synonyms, synonyms, synonyms
I am the king of ambiguous
I don't get shook by the little shit
Maybe, I might be amphibian
I never joke, but my riddles big
Don't ever call me the middle kid

Hundred percent, hundred percent of me different
No intentions pent up
So efficient, that they don't give, one fuck
They say I'm not my definition, that I never was
Or that I grew right out my prison, that I broke the walls
I'm filled to the brim with ability
Its 'cuz I'm different, it's because of my humility
You don't get it, you've never had the will to be, someone who listens
You'll die amongst the wildebeest's

Dinner for vultures, no one to hold ya'
Couldn't be colder, but I already told ya'
I already told ya'
I already told