Nervous

I can't lie you make me nervous
I can't smile just at the surface
I gotta stay true you don't deserve this
I don't deserve you but I'm not worthless

Stressful night light up on the porch
Rolling up and grabbing my torch
I let smoke in my life like a force
Im in for the ride and I'm up on a horse

Just 18 maybe I'm too fast
I leave other people mindblown and aghast
Make my mind blown when Im lost in the gas
Looking in from the other side of the glass

And I'm tryna be more objective
Look around the corner at new perspective
What to do with my life im selective
How to spend my time and Im tryna be attentive

Wanna spend my mind imma stop it
Wanna occupy, that's a hobby, yeah
Going through my life like a zombie
Thats not my style
Sorry, not sorry

Lay in my bed
Tear apart stress
And im starting to cry
When I look at my ex
And I start to realize
I just miss the sex
Im hitting you up
I feel like a wreck
I don't think I'd pass my own vibe check
Puff-puff pass and I feel fresh
And I'm feeling knives tearing through my flesh
So its time to move on give myself rest

I can't lie you make me nervous
I can't smile just at the surface
I gotta stay true you don't deserve this
I don't deserve you but I'm not worthless
I can't lie you make me nervous
I can't smile just at the surface
I gotta stay true
I don't deserve you

I can't lie but I would eat yours
I can't smile I say I was forced
And I never tell what my mind endorsed
I took a small break so I could divorce
Any thought of my ex and any to lure
Why be in my head when I could be cured
Second sober thinking feels so obscure
Trepanation to ensure that I'm mature

Force a gulp of day old coffee
I think of doors closed and what it cost me
Thoughts run thru my head swear they robbed me
You say that you love me
But you still lost me

How did that happen?
Then I stop passing
Take another puff
I'm half gassing
My mind and I hope that its fast-acting
Take away the sad passion
Execute like fast fashion

And I'm missing all the action
I been on the sideline getting all the traction
And I'm caught up on distractions detracting attraction
Hope I get a fraction
Cuz you know I can't handle it like I used to

Say to get help but refuse to
I hope that I was wrong but its just what im used to
Hope you see this life that I moved to
And that when I was wrong
That I still didn't prove you

I can't lie you make me nervous
I can't smile just at the surface
I gotta stay true you don't deserve this
I don't deserve you but I'm not worthless
I can't lie you make me nervous
I can't smile just at the surface
I gotta stay true
I don't deserve you

I can't lie but I would eat yours
I can't smile I say I was forced
And I never tell what my mind endorsed
I took a small break so I could divorce
Any thought of my ex and any to lure
Why be in my head when I could be cured
Second sober thinking feels so obscure
Trepanation to ensure that I'm mature

I can't lie but I would eat yours
I can't smile I say I was forced
And I never tell what my mind endorsed
I took a small break so I could divorce
Any thought of my ex and any to lure
Why be in my head when I could be cured
Second sober thinking feels so obscure
Trepanation to ensure that I'm mature



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Writer(s): Lukey Pukey
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