Grudges

Guess this means that i'm just glue
For everyone who never wanted to stick around
Don't know why i always let
Everyone else in my life keep bringing me down
And i know i forced myself into the center of it all
Cause i didn't want to be left out
So am i allowed to pity myself for
The situation that i find myself in now

Now i'm sitting here again
Just waiting for someone else to make a choice about where i'll be
Five years down the road
Do i ever even get to be happy?
And i know i forced myself into the center of it all
Cause i didn't want to be left out
But i did it on the understanding that you'd have
The decency to stick around

And not leave me wondering why you gave it up
Don't know why it always ends like this
I give you every chance to try again
And you treat me like i don't even exist

And i know my friends are done with you
For the things you did to me
You took up all of my time
I spent so long focusing on letting go
That holding grudges would just be foreign to me

And i know i should be done with you
For the shit you did to me
You took a damn toll on my mind
I spent so long focusing on letting go
That holding grudges would just be foreign to me



Credits
Writer(s): Leah Kareta
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