HOLIDAY

I been having troubles being happy these days
And they need me to keep smiling like it's cream day
Say cheese, a lil sum to motivate
I need Jesus more than anything currently
Can I get a holiday
Alone with me
Maybe somewhere far away
Preferably
Going through the motions
I'm nauseous
Can I get a holiday
Change environment

When I heard this beat at first
I felt that this should be a happy bounce
Couple days later couple worries came in unannounced
On my Darth Vader feel like giving in and wilding out
Had a conversation with my homie told him all about
How I'm feeling jaded bout several situations
My grades in education like maybe I'm a failure
Career acceleration portfolio been vacant
And if I keep em waiting they just might find a replacement
Cause there's many others just like me and even better maybe
Look at my streams worry how I'm gon feed
After this degree and pops is done with all fees
When it's just me and a dollar and a dream

I been having troubles being happy these days
And they need me to keep smiling like it's cream day
Say cheese, a lil sum to motivate
I need Jesus more than anything currently
Can I get a holiday
Alone with me
Maybe somewhere far away
Preferably
Going through the motions
I'm nauseous
Can I get a holiday
Change environment

Why you act the way you do
Momma I finally read the book
The content is true
I think everyone needs it too
I've now understood
Experiences that had me shook
Only if I knew
I'd prolly be better at school
With pops prouder than he is
Looking back wish I could rub a lamp and make a wish
But if wishes were horses life would be stable and bliss
And if wishes were verses all my songs are candles lit
Feel like lighting up a spliff to be very honest
But that only lingers on the problem
Gotta be iconic ain't no one but God above can stop it
Tell me why I constantly let my worries grow accomplished
Worry bout the future, even the past and that's symbolic
There's regrets that I acknowledge and need to quickly let go of
These worries are a symptom that I'm eccentric in focus
That's the root I need to tarnish cause my heart is like a lawn
Facing changes and challenges as I grow up

I been having troubles being happy these days
And they need me to keep smiling like it's cream day
Say cheese, a lil sum to motivate
I need Jesus more than anything
Can I get a holiday
Alone with me
Maybe somewhere far away
Preferably
Going through the motions
I'm nauseous
Can I get a holiday
Change environment
Can I get a holiday
Alone with me
Maybe somewhere far away
Preferably
Going through the motions
I'm nauseous
Can I get a holiday
Change environment



Credits
Writer(s): Israel Istifanus
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