Just Breathe Freestyle

I'm just, 25 but seeing days my guy ain't never live
Writing pages he'll never fill but you don't hear me
In case you do, pardon my jumping the gun
That corner I been sitting in grew to a comfort zone I'd like to move from
But they say all you gotta do is decide
Determine factor of which dreams die and which'll survive
I'll buy it... it's no charge like they called it a block
Wipe the tears before they drop my face is stuck as Kawhi
How contraire? Cause I'm more emotional than LeBron
Just cause I bounce off the bumps don't mean I'm numb to the knots
Those and-one's add up, had Shaq's when I was in 9th
I can't hold on and drop lines like Let God and Let God
Well can I... live? Pride too heavy, I'm sinking
When ego start reacting, logic can't think
With these wind speeds tripling, love is the blanket
With everything uncertain, purity I put my faith in
That's you

I stopped watching shot clocks, now I just stop, jot
Catch a breeze, closest thing to making time stop
I used to wonder why now I ponder 'fore I plot
Forged by the fire so I'm numb if it's not hot... enough
If we got nothing we got trust I couldn't ask for more
Patience is hope in seeking and finding too, I
Stand on faith and all my promises with 10
All you need to see in me is my unease and you win, but
Your eyes never lie like your grin can
Let poker face tell, every seat at the table winning
But when in fact the soles of my kicks wear down
And these walls seem to shrink and this brown is the only crown around
See all different kinds of signs and no turns
What's a life without learning? For that Butta... gotta churn it a bit
I get love, ain't gotta earn that shit. A product of grace
Cause to get here, they know what it take
Or what it took from me

Stress fracture healed improperly. Physically, emotional
Be weary of how close you go, I'm nervous bout how close you come
To feeling like home when all my life I been alone
Since a child I been the only, so these feelings in my trunk
But you worth more, so I work more to give my all
Write these letters, clear my thoughts, lighten burdens on my heart
Sometime the hardest thing to see is what you need to
Had to do just that to FLY now I'm Eddie the Eagle with mine