Lonely 2.5

(Dmac on the fucking track)
(DrellOnTheTrack)

Over these past years I gained some pain
And now all I gotta say is that I'm rapping pain
They understand where I be coming from
So you know that I gotta bring it from deep inside
I gave my heart away too many, times they broke that
I can't believe that I gave my heart to the wrong people
My girl just text my phone talking about she goin' out
And if she don't text me at twelve, Ima blow up
And ima pull up to where ever she at right now
Me and my shawty be arguing back to back
Shawty had told me that she didn't really love me
She don't think that hurt me, but hol time yea it really hurt
I can't een' cap for real
But when I get up to that mic man I be spiting pain
Sometimes I be calling quin telling quin to roll up, smoke ya pain away
It's gon be ok big dawg just hold on
They don't understand for-real, lately i've been holding on
But right now I'm on the edge of letting go dawg
Lately I've been fighting demons I guess they don't understand
Lately I've been tryna fight thru the pain dawg
But they don't understand sometimes it get tiring
I've been fighting five years about to be six
They understand what I been feelin' lately

Don't understand how I feel they never knew my pain
Saw my auntie in the grave and that shit made me change
Long nights couldn't sleep I prayed for better days
Many years I was starving but just couldn't eat
Emotions trapped inside I feel this pain but they ain't feeling me
Had to step off to side and vibe alone just to feel at peace
Appetite been gone I still ain't eat and it done been a week
Keep my head up and stay strong I promise they won't let them see me weak
Brothers went to jail so many time i had no one to call
Trey and Reese got life in prison I just wanna free them all
I been thinking late at night cause I been hurting lately
How you tell me that you love me then you turn around and hate me
Keep my thoughts inside my head cause they gone think I'm crazy
Depression creep on me at night so I stay awake
The love they show ain't genuine so I stay away
They always told me I couldn't do it but i still made a way



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Writer(s): Donye' Johnson
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