Piece Of Paper (live)

I expect too much from me
Although I have low self esteem
Haven't felt like myself since 2014
Always been told that I'm weird
Can't get an hour of sleep
Overthink, can't write it down
Impulse, with no one around

I swear I'm already crazy
I made friends with people in my brain
We're nauseous from explaining
Throw up on a piece of paper

I expect myself to fail
Although I can't and won't accept it
Haven't felt alive since 2009
Homesick for a place that I can't find
I hope you think I'm pretty cause I don't
Self destruction is my hobby
I tried to cut off my chest with a knife
Crack a joke and pretend I'm just fine
Each day I contemplate suicide
But I'm alright

I swear I'm already crazy
I made friends with people in my brain
We're nauseous from explaining
Throw up on a piece of paper
You said I'm already crazy
It's true, but you're okay with it
Imbalanced from twisting my words
Fall over my own melody

Who am I
Who am I
Who am I becoming
Who am I
Who am I
Who am I becoming

I swear I'm already crazy
I made friends with people in my brain
We're nauseous from explaining
Throw up on a piece of paper
You said I'm already crazy
It's true, but you're okay with it
Imbalanced from twisting my words
Fall over my own melody