But I

I can't put it into words
But it's there, hanging on my chest
(On my chest, on my chest, on my chest)
When you left I thought it'd hurt
But it's different, not what I expect
(Not what I expect)

It's exactly what I thought but I'm
Looking in from the outside
(From the outside, from the outside)
Get the feeling it's a mask but the
People all don't see what's the problem

There's no problem
But I wish I could be in my own body
But I wish she understood that I'm not foolproof
But I wish things didn't turn the way they did turn
But I don't regret becoming someone different

I loved the old me
But the new me seems to get the fucking deal
It's the world that's fucked up I just keep it real
Could you tell me how I've screwed up I don't care
You can't find me random I be anywhere

(Yeah yeah)
Yeah my bag's down
But tell me what's a crown to an exile
Bring yourself, we can kick it for a while
You don't get it, you don't style
We're just riding, we're just wild

Sit with us savages
You can't see past yourself
I pick up cabbages
Got myself milk and honey, where is the money
It's viscous, I'm vicious
Delicious like dim sum
Cracked the code to the game
Like it's nim sum

I'm a legend (hoo)
But I can't seem to get a fucking handle
But I'm just playing when I fucking smile
But I wish that I'm not fucked up in the head though
But I keep on fucking up my fucking life though