Home (Torn Achilles)

Told you wait up
I ain't gon' front for a second
Or maybe just a minute 'cause
I'ma pop a bar, yeah
Baby don't frown forsaken
I been on my late night shit, no sleeping
No tweaking
I been on the North Pole bitch I'm freezing
Yeah, I'm freezing
Bitch I'm beaming
When I walk into the club yeah they know that they see me
You know I'm highly addictive
You know that I'm not a quitter
And I been at this for four years but I ain't never seen glitter
I went from rags up to riches
Nah, I'm just kidding
'Cause when you get rags to riches
You know them bitches be acting like that you owe 'em something
But I don't owe you nothing
I be running to the hills like I'm Forrest Gump
To the bottom of a bottle, fill it up and run
Like here we go again
Here we go again

And after all these tears I shed
Years I spent here by myself
My path showed me it's clear
Blind men see my deaf ears, I need help
I'm fearing about my health

And I been trying to find me a home
I been out my mind on my own
I can't count the times I was wrong
I stepped out of line on my own
On my own
On my own

Oh, oh
I lost my second chance before I even had my first
You'll never understand the shit I put in every verse
Broke some bones and bled, swear it really ain't the worst
Some people that I love resting deep within the dirt
Dear Lord
Why'd You take them all from me
Seen some pretty faces do some things that's really ugly
Fuck happiness, sometimes I just want peace
Freed my brothers, but we ain't fucking with the police, no
They don't even wait until the door close
I can hear them talking down as if I don't know
I think I'm tired of being lied to
I don't need to find God
But I'm trying to find you

And I been trying to find em a home
I been out my mind on my own
I can't count the times I was wrong
I stepped out of line on my own
On my own
On my own

And I been trying to keep my head up but this crown been weighing on me
I been trying to treat myself well, I ain't trying to keep it on me
I ain't got' be the reason that I leave without my people proud, see
I been out here freezing, I got demons always creeping 'round me
I been afraid of myself, I need help I been selfish
I been debating with elders
Seeking out help, this shit deeper than shellfish
Deeper than wells is, deeper than Hell
But this shit ain't nothing to me
I been up in the trees with a cup in the breeze
I don't need nothing but something to bleed

And after all these tears I shed
Years I spent here by myself
My path showed me it's clear
Blind men see my deaf ears, I need help
I'm fearing about my health

And I been trying to find me a home
I been out my mind on my own
I can't count the times I was wrong
I stepped out of line on my own
On my own
On my own



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Writer(s): Syed Ahmad
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