Maybe I Don't Know

I've been trying recently to just let things happen
In the past I had a plan and stuck to it fervently
But with every new beginning I am finding that I've been wrong
And with every wrong decision I get closer to me

Maybe I don't know what I want
Maybe I don't know what is best for me
Maybe I don't know what I want
Maybe I don't know, maybe I don't know

I was living with assumptions about how I was to love
I was flailing and was failing at finding one to hold
I've been rooting through my
Memories and searching for new meaning
And with every wrong
Decision I get closer to me

Maybe I don't know what I want
Maybe I don't know what is best for me
Maybe I don't know what I want
Maybe I don't know, maybe I don't know

I was writing sad songs to try to process what went wrong
How I couldn't seem to choose a man or keep one very long
Each tune had possibility but nothing that would stick
And with every wrong decision I get closer to me

Maybe I don't know what I want
Maybe I don't know what is best for me
Maybe I don't know what I want
Maybe I don't know, maybe I don't know

It's easy to assume that this is just a phase of life
It seems appropriate that I'm questioning at only 25
But I can't indulge the sin of certainty that was so strong
And with every wrong decision I get closer to me

Maybe I don't know what I want
Maybe I don't know what is best for me
Maybe I don't know what I want
Maybe I don't know, maybe I don't know
Maybe I don't know what I want
Maybe I don't know



Credits
Writer(s): Sadie Gustafson-zook
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