Higurashi

This no lie
But am I sick for sometimes thinking imma die
Is it wrong to say I start to feel a bit better when they cry
How in God's name can I change when I still feel my soul lost
I have an itch to go up higher but is my life the cost
This no lie
But am I sick for sometimes thinking imma die
Is it wrong to say I start to feel a bit better when they cry
How in God's name can I change when I still feel my soul lost
I have an itch to go up higher but is my life the cost

They say my life Lacoste
Designer high fashion from God
But do I throw it all away
To chase the money and high lofts
I know my heart has goodwill
But will that get my point across
I feel insane when things are good
So I intentionally throw them off
I reach out just to piss them off
Win when I see the game go soft
Disregard all the outside
Such a blind champ
You could call me Toph
They don't like me (I know)
They won't like me (I know)
They won't trust I feel as crushed
When I see you cry, when I see you glow
They won't know I pray after each time that I fall
Just to cover my soul
They won't see half the passion I have
Cause I worry too much about kickin the door
They won't know I'm scared of the dark
Cause the rap game dim yeah the lights too low
They won't put my name in the hat
They won't roll it out with my dough
I'm on go
When they cry I feel that fear shake my bones
Maybe chaos is a comfort what a joke
I can't be shaken by the money cars or clothes
But listen to my tone when I'm alone

This no lie
But am I sick for sometimes thinking imma die
Is it wrong to say I start to feel a bit better when they cry
How in God's name can I change when I still feel my soul lost
I have an itch to go up higher but is my life the cost
This no lie
But am I sick for sometimes thinking imma die
Is it wrong to say I start to feel a bit better when they cry
How in God's name can I change when I still feel my soul lost
I have an itch to go up higher but is my life the cost
They say