wish I could be in hell

This isn't heaven
I know it's what you think but if it was real I never would've said it
'Cause

I wish I could be in hell
It's not what you fear
The thing is I haven't been feeling well
Like I know you've been asking me
But I can't even forgive myself
Like the time when you're over me clutching rosaries saying baby
I wish you could stay sober please, I said
I wish I could be in hell
Or someplace where I can feel myself
Maybe I realize too well
In this world it's better to be fought than held

Fantasize
Convincing myself what I said to you wasn't a fucking lie
Kind of like 45
I know that it's diabolical and pathological of mind
To want to see inside but I can't abide please go out and hide all the cyanide
I could combust
I could go flaming and turn into rust
I could go crazy just off of your touch
Started my element until the dusk
We could go down in the dust
Sun in the fall and the moon's in a rush
Isn't it fucked
When you're in love with the sting of a cut

I wish I could be in hell
It's not what you fear
The thing is I haven't been feeling well
Like I know you've been asking me
But I can't even forgive myself
Like the time when you're over me clutching rosaries saying baby
I wish you could stay sober please, I said,
I wish I could be in hell
Or someplace where I can feel myself
Maybe I realize too well
In this world it's better to be fought than held



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Writer(s): Antonio Peer
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