City Lights

City lights
shining bright
Layin on my bed
thinkin about the times
I'm quarantined,
I can't breath
Your the only thing that's in my dreams
It's a feeling that's so surreal
but your the only thing
that makes it real
Ever since that first time
there's something about you
that's hard to find
It seems like
your the only thing
that I want

I say sorry too much.
I think I'm annoying
even if I'm not.
If you give me a
compliment, I won't believe it.
I rarely open up to people,
because
I am terrified of getting hurt again.
I will stalk you on snap maps to see
if you're ignoring me.
I overthink things
and always think I'm
doing something wrong.
I like to help people with their problems
so I can hide from mine.
When I tell you to leave me alone,
please don't go. Even if I tell you continuously.
When I tell you to shut up,
keep talking.
When I'm moody,
I say stuff I don't mean at all.
I will ask you how your day was before
I go to sleep, just to give
me something happy to think about at the
end of the day.
I will forgive you, no matter
what you do.
I will always make you laugh.
If you don't tell me what's up,
I will continuously ask you what's wrong.
Despite what I'm dealing with,
I will always
be there for you.