10:30

Fucking waste of space
Put a clip into your face
Pursuit of fucking love
Never more than just a chase
All of the time and the effort
I put in but you were the wolf I'm a shepherd
I'm seeing it all
Got it flashing in front of my eyes
Cause these pitiful feelings were all a disguise
It was so clear how did I let this shit break
Claiming you care bring a rose to my wake
I don't wanna wake up
Everyday what I take up
I don't want a bit of this fake love
I don't want to make up
I just want to rest in piece burn my body into ashes let it shake up
Feeling so empty crawl back in my shell
See me in public they flock and they yell
Groupies aren't you so I stay and I dwell
Don't want no brain cause I call that my hell

Get up again and again
And I know it won't end
And I know I won't see till I spend it all
Opening downing these pills
Ain't around and I'm looking And looking
It's you I want found
But I know that your gone
And I know that I'm drowning
I know this my life till I'm down in the ground
Cause there's nothing there's nothing I want
Cause I know I'm a front bitch
I just fucking wanted your love

Undeserving
Shits unnerving
Know they see me curving
See me swerving
Hit a tree then leave my body burning
Promise you love me so why the fuck others above me
I knew this was coming
I knew this was part taken of me
A part taken from me
I wanna know what were we even becoming
Clear all my thoughts
While I sit and I rot
Pray to the lord for the past I forgot
I don't want sense of the pain that I sought
All of the shit in my brain that I've fought
Never been easy
Claiming you need me
Hoe please believe me
Your life without this will be so relieving
The pain without me will be so relieving
Ugh