Zenith

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Fuck it, I'm back
I'm back
I'm back
I'm back
I'm back on track, bitch
Life won't cut me slack
The strife packs a smack
Eye black, no kodak, big grin,
Fuck it, I'm back
I'm back
I'm back
I'm back
I'm back
I'm back on track, bitch
Nothing makes me fold
It's kinda comical
I keep it calm and cold
I'm in my mold, bitch

It's a lot, yeah you're doing it again
Drop the thoughts, come on, bring it to an end
But what if they're true
Yeah, what if they're not
You dumbass it's poison for your thoughts
You gotta just shut your mind up sometimes
Listen to yourself, read between the lines
There's a path that you're paving away from yourself
Flippin a blind eye back on your health
I find myself fighting with myself
I'll tie a noose, just to decorate my shelf
Chip my tooth on the gold, but it's pyrite,
On the norm, I don't fold, this time I might
In the back, yeah I'm blinded by the limelight
Losing my fight
Lead to paper, graphite,
Let the stars meet my eyes
Stellar rise for my dogfight
Light out when I start my flight

Can't see where I'm going
Can't see how I've changed
Can't feel progress flowing
Can't start it, it's strange
In my teens,
I'm scared to bin my dreams
I got every big decision all just bursting at the seams, whoa
(Fuck it)
Fuck it, I'm back
I'm back
That's whack
That's whack
You fell off track, bitch
Life didn't cut me slack
The strife packed a smack
Eye black from my flak, I'm slackin
Damn it, I cracked
I cracked
You cracked
You cracked
That's right I cracked,
One thing made me fold
It's kinda comical
Can't keep it calm and cold
Because it's me, shit

I've been told that i'm wise beyond my years though
It's forged through a lack of tears
And embracing my fears so
Had to learn to suffer properly
And then let it go
Wash off the pain
And let the feels slip like a bar of soap
Poppin, pop him
I'd sock myself up
And drop him
Dropping, dropping
Felt the faith in me fallin,
Can't stop it, stop it fuck!

I keep looking at the mirror, and experience, what I'm fearing,
Feel like fleeing,
But I can't, I can't
I didn't see myself
Instead I saw a clone
I was around people
And still felt alone
Yeah, my mind was gone
Line's been redrawn
But I pushed on and on, till the crack of dawn (can't push me)
I became my biggest nemesis, low (me)
Forgot 'bout who the fuck that I is, don't (who)
Searching for my roots, my genesis, lone (where)
Didn't stop, because I'm tireless, no (tell 'em!)
Yeah, I can't apologize for what I was with words,
I'll be better, I'll try harder, that was what you heard
I never lied though, I worked and tried my best,
I was trying to rise from hell, while holding my burdens
(run it back!)
But I've let them go, now I feel my own
No more maybes anymores, only yes and no's, YES,
Life won't cut me slack
But I'll still bounce back
I eat struggles for snack
I'm never lackin
Fuck it, I'm back
I'm back
I'm back
That's right
I'm back on track, bitch
I'm in my mold again
Let you behold it then
What I foretold back when
It all unfolded