Good Guys Lose

You know that I want you but I ain't looking for love, I
Never asked for much, I
Told u what it was
You say I don't listen
All your calls I'm missing
You say I'm giving all the wrong dudes my attention
You know that I want you but I ain't looking for love, I
Never asked for much, I
Told u what it was
You say I don't listen
All your calls I'm missing
You say I'm giving all the wrong dudes my attention

Remember when I use to love you
Were my one and only, I ain't put no one above you
Til I met him, now its hard to even hug you
Spending time with him and I ain't even thinking of you
Fuck
Damn
I know that you love me and I'd never wanna hurt you
You would never hurt me
And deep down I trust you
And I don't trust no one
With you I'm open
You stay tryna fix it
I tell you I'm broken
Asking me questions
I'm leaving you clueless
You tryna see me, Im making excuses
Tell you I'm tired
Really I'm lying
Baby you perfect, but this ain't the timing
I like him better but don't want to lose you
But deep down I know I should choose you
My mom would like you, I should bring you home
But I'm thinking bout him every time I'm alone
Even though you wouldn't ever do wrong
Like a yoyo how I string you along
He fill this void every time that you gone
Even though with you is where I belong (damn)
No words
I rather keep silent
I see you trying but he's more exciting
You're a good guy but he's way more enticing
You wont let me go, you keep fighting and fighting
You tell me I'm crazy and shit, I just may be
You a lot older so you can not blame me
I know you're ready
Bae I ain't ready
I just want some fun, I don't want nothing heavy
Getting suspicious, I've been acting different
So you know I'm falling for somebody else
You just don't get it cus you've been down for me
And promised to love me like nobody else

You know that I want you but I ain't looking for love, I
Never asked for much, I
Told u what it was
You say I don't listen
All your calls I'm missing
You say I'm giving all the wrong dudes my attention
You know that I want you but I ain't looking for love, I
Never asked for much, I
Told you what it was
You say I don't listen
All your calls I'm missing
You say I'm giving all the wrong dudes my attention

You been doing it
You been proving it
But he came up in my life and he ruined it
And the thought of us together got you losing it
Gave me kindness and I'm sitting here abusing it
You
Scared of the truth so you rather not ask me
You just want me to be happy
You just want me to be free
You just want me to be me
Why are you so good to me?
You don't deserve this
I fell head first in his trap
And you scared that there's no coming back
You got my back
You just want me to come home
See me return to my throne
You understand
I'm wasting time on these lil boys when I could go and have me man
Please don't go love no one else
I want you all to myself
I said I want you all to my-
He just so fine
He just so strong
And he so hood
He turn me on
He keep it real
He keep me laughing
But there's all these things that he's lacking
I wish he cared just like you did
I wish he cuddled like you did
I wish he called just like you did
I wish he played in my hair and he kissed on my head just like you did
I wish he checked in like you did
Wish he provided like you did
I wish he fed me like you did
I wish he'd come pick me up and he come take me out
We'd be riding around just like we did
I wish he danced just like you did
Filled up my tank just like you did
I wish he sung just like you did
I wish he hustled like you did
I wish he pushed me like you did
I wish he uhh
I wish he yuh
I wish he-
I wish he-
I wish he loved me like you did
I wish he loved me like you did
I wish he loved me like you did

Yours Truly
Nilla