Soul Splittin

Stuck in my head
living like a parasite
sucking out my energy
and leaving me to die
I made mistakes but you
always made them twice
I don't know how to care anymore
i'm rolling the dice

I live off a shattered mind
I'm a victim of your mental crimes
I had to act like I was fine
but I was already dead inside

I need to know why
stop the eternal snowballing
inside of my mind
the anxieties they're closing up my throat
you're the poison and there is no antidote

I'm haunted,
made me feel unwanted
but when you go out
im the thing that you're flaunting
meanwhile my feelings have been vaulted
at my wits end
I'm exhausted

I tried to hide
I tried to run
but i was already staring down
the barrel of your gun
my life was filled up with more empty days
Ice inside my heart,
in my chest,
its in my veins

All of the bullshit
its making me ill
depression wont kill me
but you fucking will

Stuck in my head
living like a parasite
sucking out my energy
and leaving me to die
I made mistakes but you
always made them twice
I dont know how to care anymore
im rolling the dice

I live off a shattered mind
I'm a victim of your mental crimes
I had to act like I was fine
but I was already dead inside