Sunshine and Rainbows

A good day is made up of inconsequential gains
Tiny illusions that trick your brain
But one by one they slip your mind
And then everything you thought you'd find
In some clarity has been declined
By a single fucking text or lack there of

Hell if I know if you can hear me now
But I'm sorry for how things ended
Millions of words spill right out of my mouth
But not a single one was intended to come out
I know I talk a big game
But I can't say your name
Without dramatic pause
So many lyrics spill right out of my head
The ones you liked were the ones that were lost

A bad day is made up of one inconsequential loss
In the workshop of your mind you're not the boss
You let one fear destroy your drive
Then next thing you know, you're twenty five
Then oh shit, it's already July
But you still say, "ah fuck it, man, I'll do it next week"

Hell if I know if you can hear me now
But I'm sorry for how things ended
Millions of words spill right out of my mouth
But not a single one was intended to come out
I know I talk a big game
But I can't say your name
Without dramatic pause
So many lyrics spill right out of my head
The ones you liked were the ones that were lost

I am devoid
Of pain or hate or love
I try to avoid
Any resemblance of
A soul or a mind
My horse is in the race
But my horse is blind
And he always bucks me off to go stuff his face

Hell if I know if you can hear me now
But I'm sorry for how things ended
Millions of words spill right out of my mouth
But not a single one was intended to come out
I know I talk a big game
But I can't say your name
Without dramatic pause
So many lyrics spill right out of my head
The ones you liked were the ones that were lost

Hell if I care if you can hear me now
Cause I'm happy with how this ended
Millions of words spill right out of my mouth
And every single one was intended to gouge out
A chunk of what was left
You broke my heart to reft
A fleeting round of applause
So many lyrics spill right out of my head
The ones you liked were the ones that were lost